HEART BROKEN DAY 1

DAY 1 

I don't know how lucky I am that I have met you. All the while we have been so much fun and happiness around in the relationship. Every time I saw you I just been so happy, is just really good feeling about you. Till you say you gonna go to Australia, I'm so scare of losing you that's why it brings me tears when I saw you. 

I thought that we can have a very long journey until the very end, but is just making me frustrating all the time when we having argument over nothing. As today, the first day of breaking up, we have argue over about I going to meet my friends after we had lunch. I thought that you will understand after all this while we have been together, but end up another argument again. Is really heart breaking every time having argument like that and the thing that you've said to me I just can't stand it, so sorry to say. I have my limit over everything about it, not till you said i'm disgusting. I mean excuse me? we've been together around 5 months and all i get back from you is a word disgusting? It just pushes me to end the relationship like that. That's no point of being together when you already said something like that to me. Is just killing me to say it out. 

You said sorry to me at the night, not till I told your friend what is happening and she ask you to apologize. I did't reply you that day. Is no point that I reply you after things like that happen because you don't even get it is who's fault and what is happening. I don't need your apologize, I don't want it. I just want you to get it what is really happening between us and why is it happening, but apparently you don't get it. 

I don't want to accept it is because every time after apologize then the same thing happen again. Is happening over and over it just won't stop. There's no point of it. Is just hurting both of us. So is better to go this way to end it up, to stop for both of us getting hurt again and again.